We haven’t talked for a month now. Can you believe that!? I didn’t text or chat you for that reason that I want you to be the one who’ll text or chat first, coz it was just always me who do that. It’s so annoying that you have the time to like my posts on facebook but don’t have the time to even send a simple hi.You didn’t even put a single effort to contact me. So don’t expect that I’ll be the same when we’ll meet up again coz I tell you, I won’t. I’ve trusted you and what did you do? You’ve just waste it.
I want to say thank you though. Thank you for happy moments. Thank you for making me realize you’re not worth the wait. Thank you for breaking my heart. Thank you for the tears. Thank you for making me strong. Thank you for making me more realistic.
Sorry if I was expecting something to happen in this “relationship”. Now it’s clear. It’s clear that we cannot be more than friends, maybe not even friends. It might be better if we just stay as stangers.
I hate you now by the way.
Isang linggo na lang
Sabado sa susunod na linggo, ako’y maglalakad at aakyat ng entablado para tanggapin ang diplomang pinaghirapan ko sa loob ng limang taon. Diplomang hindi lang ako ang nagpakahirap kundi na rin ang aking mga magulang.
Ngunit bakit ganito ang aking nararamdaman? Hindi ako nae-excite, hindi ko maramdaman na matatapos na akong mag-aral. Hindi kaya natatakot akong harapin ang tunay na mundo? O nalulungkot lang akong maiwan ang mga kaibigan ko sa unibersidad?
Hindi eh. Hindi ako takot at malulungkot. Ngunit bakit ganito ang pakiramdam ko?
I would really love to see you.
So yeah. I'm back at UPLB. Had dinner with my friend. ^_^ Tomorrow, I will start up with the clearance...